On Monday I was dreaming.

In my dream I had moved in with this family. In the family was an older sister. She was pretty snobby and had her own "room" in the front of the house. Then there was an older brother. He was tall and slim with dark hair, and brown eyes. He was super cute. Then there was the mom. You know the "MILF" from American Pie, or the nail tech from Legally Blonde? That was the mom. Finally there was a little brother.

Anyways I am living in this scary dark house. The mom leaves at some crazy hour to go to work and while she is away I hear the little brother crying from his room. I go in to his room to see what is wrong and I see the older brother being paid by two of his friends. The two friends had paid the older brother for permission to rape the younger brother. I said out loud "What are you doing?".

The older brother pulled me out of the room and lead me back to my room and said "None of your business. You're NOT going to do anything" and he left me in my room. I heard the younger brother cry out again. I started crying. Finally I was like "I can't let this happen" and I ran back to the little brother's room and I kicked the two friends out of the house.

The older brother watched me do this and he said "You're going to regret that". Later on he stole $250 from his mom's room and planted it in mine. He was going to blame me for stealing the money from his mom's room. Luckily I found the money and when the mom got back I returned it to her and explained verything that happened. She said "Oh that sounds like my son. Thanks sweetie".

I was surprised but basically like, whatever. So later on I got home from a date with a really nice guy and the older brother came up to us and kicked him out of the house. Once again I was like "What are you doing?" and he pushed me up against the wall. "I don't want you seeing anybody but me. You're mine now" and he kissed me. I liked him... Then I said "But you're horrible" and as he was walking away he said "You'll love me anyway".

Then I woke up...
 
"..Isnt it ironic? We ignore the ones who adore us, Adore the ones who ignore us, Love the ones who hurt us, and Hurt the ones who love us..."

This had been such a rough week at school. I'm having so much new information thrown at me in such a short period of time and my brain is literally on overload. I came home in such a horrible mood today and it was so out of character for me.

I'm not the only one either. I feel like a lot of my friends and family have been having a rough patch in their lives as of lately. Well tonight I am turning that around. I want to say a quick thank you to this guy Nathan. I love you and having you in my life has brought a smile to my face!

I'm sending out positive energy and love to everyone out there who is having to really fight for their dreams. Dreams do come true, and sometimes the destination is absolutely worth the climb.

XOXO
Princeton